one man i love

perhaps....

                 he never know who i am..

                 he already got married

                 he never have idea how long i like him

 but,

                it's ok....

                i love him for 6 years till today..juz him...

                

its weird..i never talked to him...never look deep into his eyes..but his face pop up in my mind everyday..unplanned! i took it lightly about diz b4. but when his face still appeared in my mind regardless how many men any dated. it wake all my senses dat i truely love him..i even dont know his name,age n etc. but it makes my heart blossom juz when i think of him.

                

yess!!! i'm still alive...

alhamdulillah....x sangka aq da sembuh dr penyakit pelik 2...pnjg agy umo aq..hehhehe...mcm x caye pas g diagnose aritu doc ckp yg aq da recovered 90%..ala2 nak sembuh la konon even doc x ckp camtu..hehehhe...mati2 aq ingatkan aq mati dgn penyakit ni..tp alhamdulillah tuhan masih sygkan aq.kalo nak dikira memg bnyk kali gak aq ni nyaris2 nak mati. mule2 time baby agy da kene penyakit pelik smpy org kene bacekan yassin kat spital..cian kat mama aq..secondly bile aq kene denggi mase tadika..aduss...betul2 aq takot mati time 2...budak2 agy an..third n 4th, aq lemas..memg pk mati jew..seb bek ade makhluk yg tarik aq balik..alhamdulillah..sbb lemas ni lah aq jd pndai berenang tetiba..mase nak tergelincir jeram kat air terjun lata tembakah aritu pon siyes aq takot gler...mujurler adik aq sempat capai tgn aq..kalo x mau barai kelapa laot aq ni kene batu kat bawah 2..haisy...simpang..x sempat nak tobat kalo aq mati time 2..yg latest ni lah penyakit IBD neh...perut aq menghancur sikit demi sdkit..siyes sakit..mcm ade sejuta pirana tgh ragut usus aq jew kat lam ni..mkn pelik2 sikit pon rase mcm nak nak mengucap...tetibe jew aq jd baik bile aq ade disease neh...siyes insaf time 2..tp skunk bile da nak2 sembuh ni aq rase mcm jd jht blk jew..hehhehe...manusia....nauzubillah...
papepon mekasih bebanyak kat insan tersebot yg suggested aq mkn b complex n vitamin c berbakul2 mase aq sakit dulu..x sia2 aq spend rm200 juz for vitamin sebulan..mekasih sifu...hehe...i lap u...