JANTAN BODOH!!!

"sy suke awk sebab awk mcm ex awek sy"
ape punyer bodo la statement ko...candi borobudur pun xleh wat statement sebodoh ko..hadoi...hahaha..pelik2...mcm awek ko..bkn mcm bekas awek ko...dia 2 idop agy...yg ko gatal sgt nak cari pengganti apehal...letih2..same situstion la...ko nak sgt pancing ikan toman...sanggup pegi jauh2..lubuk mane pon pegi..pas2 dpt ler ko pancing sekor..otw ko nak balik,ko nmpk sekor ikan toman same size dgn yg ko mule pancing td duk berenang2 kat sungai...xkan la ko sgup lepaskan balik toman yg ko pncg td just semate2 nk dptkn yg duk berenang2 2..belom tentu dia mkn umpan ko..haisy..x paham..x paham...arap muke je ensem..tp bodosh!!
xyah la wey..buang mase jew..pegi jela kat awek ko yg setia.telus lg tulus 2....
adioss/....

nak balik umah......

siyes rindu sgt2 kat umah..kalo duk dungun aq malas gler nak balik..tp bile duk shah alam ni asek nmpk umah jew..nak makan nasik lak teringat nasik kat umah..lauk yg ma masak..bestnye..sini mcm hape jew lauk...x kene dgn tekak lgsung...rindu nak baring2 tengok kartun sin chan..rindu nak mkn nasik dgn budu...rindu nak  tengok adik aq tangkap anak2 ikan kat tepi parit..waaaa.....miss home damn much!!

menghitung memori berharga.,...otak..please...

aq xtaw la kenape sejak akhir2 ni...x bape nak akhir gak..tp sekang ni makin aq terase yg otakku makin mendelete memory2 tertentu kat dlm dia...bnyk bende yg aq x boley ingt lgsung especially memory2 zaman aq mude...even aq x boley ingt org2 yg penah rapat dgn aq dulu2....dorg ckp aq ni kwn lame la...gf lame la...tp knp aq rase mcm aq x penah jumpe dorang???peliknye..mula2 aq ingat dorang saje nak kenekan@usik aq...tp xkan la ...dorang bkn kenal pun..memg bermasalah la otak kanan aq ni..takutnye...aq takut memory2 yg aq nbak ingat sampai bila2 akn vanish x lame lg...seram...tp bende yg ilmiah2 boley pulak aq ingat..xde masalah pon...yg bab org dgn name org aq pnyer otak makin xnak identify...even aq boley lupa my current group member/classmate aq sendiri..warghhh.....ape da jd ni....takutnyee......doc ckp temporary effect terhantuk jew..tp knp aq rase mcm nak jd permanent je ni....macam mane ni....

aq memang bagoss.....hahahhaha

arini ade modul kol 8:30am... bangun pg kol 8:25 a.m.....mandi kerbau setitik dua....mrempit mcm kilat ke fac..x jumpe dewan, lewat setengah jam....pastu masuk dewan time ceramah da separuh ,buat muke permaisuri agong...hahhahaha...AQ MEMANG  TERBAIK!!!
arini modul best la gak seposen.....ade la yg seronoknye....ade la gak yg over excitednye...(bkn aq)....

menyampahnye...

kalo nak guna sgt 'I,YOU' ckp english la teros...

otherwise ckp je bahasa melayu...senang...

bajet urban la konon....sounds silly la wey...

dr dulu aq menyampah org ckp 'i.u' ni...pastu yg blkg2 b.melayu..

2)kalo aq tanye ko in MALAY jwb la in MALAY..xyah nak tunjuk hebat balas in ENGLISH dgn aq...lokasi aq bercakap dgn ko ni MALAYSIA...bknnye new york...

bile aq smbg gune full english ko ckp melayu pulak...mengong...

kesimpulannye...kenapa nak banggakan sgt gune english sedangkan kita da ada bhs kite sendiri wahai melayu..memg la perlu belajar english..tp gune mase yg sesuai jela....dimana bumi dipijak disitu langit dijunjung wahai melayu....

sekian....

alamak!! kenape tetibe aq rindu kat dia lak ni..hehehhehehe

belah kanan dlm lbey kurg 3 langkah kaki pendekku ade cadbury moments 3 kotak....

venue: ruang wifi mawar

kalo semalam ade kuih..cik athira kate boley mkn jew kalo nak...hahahha..tp yg ni x boley kot..entah makhluk mane la yg sengaja menggeletek selera aq yg memg sahih hebat ni...xpe2..jgn pndg yanni..jgn pndg..huhuhu

lari topik la pulak..

hahaha...frankly arini aq asek nmpk muke dia jew aq g mane2 pon..even pakcik drebar bus rapidkl yg nak masuk angka senja pon aq boley nmpk mcm dia..hahhaha..nak mam*** agaknye...masuk hari ni da dekat separuh tahun asenye aq x jumpe diaa...pas incident bodoh 2 aq terus x berani nak reply msg dia...coiii...seram..ahhaha..unexpectedly, aq mimpi dia mlm td..no wonder my mind kept playing his image for diz whole day..crap!hahhaha

otak aq makin pelik sejak da nak masuk angka 20 ni...ape kabar ye dia skunk??dgr kabar makin menuju kearah     

kecermerlangan,kegemilangan n keterbilangan dlm idopnye pas aq dumped dia..hahahha..ayat zalim + perah santan...pape jela...aq ingatkan aq da buang sume pics aq dgn dia..upenye time terbelek2 virtual princess diary aq kat lappy ni(boley belek ke?) tetibe ternmpkla gmbr kitorg time kat S******.....sweet....tgh mkn...hehehhehe...kai baju kaler same...i loikee....mcm bapak dgn anak bak kate member aq yg nmpk kitorg time 2..hahahhaha....seb bek dia x kate mcm pasangan veteran g 2nd honeymoon..adoii...si nek tanggalkan gigi palsu c tok bile c tok nak mkn chewing gum..wakakakkaka

rase mcm nak gile!!

aq benci betol la kolej usa ni..melampau nak mampos....ari2,setiap minit,setiap jam.setiap saat mesti ade announcement..dahla ancmt same je..sekali announce 2x..pastu ulang utk jam seterusnye lak..adoii....stress...gilo ko apo..gilo mic tol..agak2 ar..ckp sekali pon da paham...gatal lak nak ulng patpolohbelas kali buat ape sialllll???
wuarghh....tekanan!!
dahla announce bunyi nafas jew lbey..control ar sket...baru leh masuk AF..hahhahaha....adoi..sabor jela...
kalo x kaut iman ni dah lama aq register masok university tampoi...evrything free smpy grad ....hahhaha..boley say goodbye kat duit jpa...

aq mcm budak2????!!! ye la kot...

org yg ke bape kali kate kat aq mcm ni xtaw ah..yela kot..sincerely, memg kritikan yg agak menyakitkn ati gak ar even betul..aq sndr mengaku yg aq memg mcm 2...mcm yg dia ckp la...aq ni mcm bdk pompuan 4 tahun..menangis2 minx mak belikan doll.kalo mak x beli confirm tarik muncung itik...then bile mak da beli doll 2 pegang je sehari suntuk..syg sgt kat doll 2..org nak pegang pun x bg...tp kejap jela..pas seminggu dua baling je doll 2 merata2..xde harga..pijak,baling kat dinding..wat lap milo tumpah..pity worthless doll...

in direct meaning aq memg mudah sgt bosan dgn something(org,bende,cerita n etc.),.aq pon xtaw knp..bile aq dpt aq excited sgt..aq tilik hari2...tp bile da smpy masenye aq jd muak dgn bende 2...akak aq ckp perangai mcm ni bahaya...yela kot...hopefully, aq akan berubah n boley hargai 'something' smpy bila2...InsyaAllah....

as i ever told my ex....dont expect much from me...

u might get hurt oneday...

sedih...sayu...pilu..sobs3

da masuk kol 4:23am aq still x leh tido..hati berkecamuk...rase nak nangis..rase nak terjun longkang..sobs..asal nak tido je pikir hal ni..asal nak letak kepala ats bntal jew pikir sal ni..wawawawa..knp la aq ni jenis pemikir yg ekstrem.22 feb 2011...kan bagus kalo tarikh ni cuti...boley la hntar dia kat airport...KLIA..bkn jauh pun dr tempat aq skang..tp apekan daya..xkan nak skip kelas kot..even aq selalu ponteng kelas tp xkan nak skip tarikh ni kot..nanti nmpk obvious sgt yg aq skip semata2 nak antar ko..huhu..jatuhla ego aq..hehhe..ni lah masalah aq dr dulu smpy skang.susah sgt nak tunjuk kat some1 yg aq syg banget sama dia..sal 2 la org selalu pk yg aq x care sal dorg..aq xtaw nak tunjuk yg aq syg kat dorang...huhuhu..kenapa jauh sgt nak pergi smpy Ohio uni kat USA 2....usa kat malaysia ni kan da ade hon..huhuhu...kalo ko pergi sebulan 2 xpe gak..ni smpy 3 tahun lak..asal x buat 30 tahun jew terus..wawawawa...aq nak msg sape la nanti..nak ckp english dgn sapala nanti...nak date kat TTT dgn sapela nanti..nak ronda2 putrajaya dgn sape nanti..sobs..baru imagine pun da sedey..nanti bile da betul lgla pilu..waaaaaa....KENAPA AQ SAYANG KO???!!! nak kate pakwe 1st aq jauh sekali..tp knp angau kat ko smpy cmani sekali..ko guna2 aq ek..huhu..sblum ni aq selalu share pics dgn exs kat blog /fb..sebab aq x syg dorg kot..x privacy..x kesah org nak tgok pun..tp dgn ko nama pun aq x berani gtau kat org..apelagi nak bwk jumpe/letak pics kite.biarlah kebahagiaan ini hanya kita berdua shj yg rasa..hany kita yg tahu...org lain x berhak...im crazy bout u dear..lelaki pertama yg aq cinta.yg aq syg...knpe ye?tell me>..
btw, pergi sana jgn culture shock ya...tanggungjawab 5x sehari biar maintain..
p/s: u ni memg pelik..knp simpan headband i??ahahhahaha

finally i met u honey!!! yippi~~~

lastly setelAh berbulan2, berkurun2 x jumpe akhirnye boley gak aq menatap wajahnye ari ni..sehari suntuk...x bosan tengok muke dia...mebi sebab aq rindu sgt2..best sgt spent our divine moments kat taman tasik titiwangsa. syukur sgt2 dia sgup drive dr pantai timur ke shah alam just to meet me...waaa....totally in love with him..malunye...gagap2 ckp dgn dia mase dia smpy depan mawar td..lame x jumpe x terkeluar lak dialog2 kasar aq kat dia selama ni..smpy dia boley ckp "dah jd makin ayu my wife-to-be sejak jd student degree..bile amek master nanti kirenye mesti da jd keibuan yg tulen ar ye?"...ahhahha..terus meledak gelak aq..apela dia ni..well, memg seronok ronda2 ari ni.celebrate our 300th day lovebirds declaration...yup!! 1 feb 2011...genap 300hari u become mine...insyaAllah forever coz im deadly in love with u hon...u r everything for me..sayang awk sgt2!~!!

even ketinggian kite beza +-30, even mata kite same2 kecik, even kulit kite same tone(exactly), even kite same2 mkn x ingt dunia....i still l0oves u hon...nothing's gonna change my love for u...

ahhahha....kat bench td i know that u r seriously ask my hand for marriage, but im really sorry hon..i wont marry any guy no matter what happen as long im not reach 25 n above by years..u look sad as i just quiet at that time..

rilekla hon..kalo ade jodoh x kemane..kalo xde, buat mcm mane pun xde gak arn...hihihi..chill...btw, drive carefully to kuantan k..remember that there's somebody that loves u n always wishes da best for u here..sorry i have to let u go early today..i ckp nak jumpe my sis 2 juz alasan jew..hihi..xnak u drive mlm2..bahaya..bubye my hon...love u damn much n it will always blossom across da seasons..